Desperate me, desperate..
yesterday evenin, da sky was dark
yesterday evenin, little rain fell
yesterday evenin, da atmosphere dimn'
yesterday evenin, am eatin alone in my room
yesterday evenin, i hv my mood badly~
i hate 2 eat alone in my room, eatin caterin rice
i felt lonely, i felt sad..fews time tis thg happened 2 me
& i hv promised myself nt 2 eat alone again..
however, thr's sum circumstances u dislike might happened..
when sum1 is in her bad mood, thkin of bad thgs
tis was yesterday me~i i i..
i had promised sum1 tat i wont tell any1 of them,
anythg nt goin smooth here..when i nid 2 speak 2 sum1 abt wat i thk..
i could'nt thk of sum1 hu can share..
when i nid 2 borrow sum1 shoulder, i gt no1 thr 4 me..
am feelin sooo desperately, am feelin sooo lonely
i found myself hardly 2 smile, even if, tat's sumthg i 1 2 cover..
i found myself hardly 2 speak, even if, tat's still sumthg deep in my heart..
i found myself hardly foster a real relationship v sum1 real..
tis's nt da way i 1, nt da condition i 1, nt sum1 i 1..none of them!
u will oways cry when sumthg sad happen,
bt when sumthg reali sad happen, u find yrself without tears
hu noe me? hu understand me? God noes~
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
3 IN 1
1st of all, my institut hv a "xie shi yan" on tis tuesday whr evy chinese
r invited 2 attend.. evy1 was wearin so nice n pretty especially my classmates..
hehe.. 5 of us,includin me ate "su4 shi2".. then 3 pairs our class mbrs performed
a simple & harmony dance~ v hv taken our video & many others photo..
to view, pls refer 2 my facebook whr my frenz tag me as am vy lazy 2 upload photo,u noe..
da nite few days b4, am stung by stupiak mosquitoes again 4 whole nite..
i cant slept properly 4 i wk up almoz evy hrs scratchin 4 itchyness..
2day am bec 2 hum again, i heard sum ppl said tat hu ever go hum oways
cant grow up 2 b mature, hu care? hehe..
my tests r cumin, muet n institut tests.. i tot i mentioned b4..
huhu, hope tat i able 2 b hardworkin 2 study la..
dunno y i feel weird am typin tis?do u sense sumthg wrg?
r invited 2 attend.. evy1 was wearin so nice n pretty especially my classmates..
hehe.. 5 of us,includin me ate "su4 shi2".. then 3 pairs our class mbrs performed
a simple & harmony dance~ v hv taken our video & many others photo..
to view, pls refer 2 my facebook whr my frenz tag me as am vy lazy 2 upload photo,u noe..
da nite few days b4, am stung by stupiak mosquitoes again 4 whole nite..
i cant slept properly 4 i wk up almoz evy hrs scratchin 4 itchyness..
2day am bec 2 hum again, i heard sum ppl said tat hu ever go hum oways
cant grow up 2 b mature, hu care? hehe..
my tests r cumin, muet n institut tests.. i tot i mentioned b4..
huhu, hope tat i able 2 b hardworkin 2 study la..
dunno y i feel weird am typin tis?do u sense sumthg wrg?
Monday, October 12, 2009
SCARY UJIAN AMALI
huhu haha
these 2 days(11th & 12th october)will b a memorable day
on 11th, wk up early in da mornin at abt 7am i went 2 bath
then v move on 2 test on our komposisi tubuh badan
v measured our pinggul n perut then our height
after calculation, our gred appeared, i gt 5 marks 4 tis
then da tutor gv us 2 practise our next 5 ujian kecergasan
they r lompat jauh, duduk melunjur, lari ulang alik, pumpin n sit up
after a few practises v found tat sum parts of our body began 2 pain
then v found out tat our gimrama test possibly will b tested on da next day,
which is 12th..as our plan b4 were wrg, v nid 2 replan n redo..
v were so nervous tat v did nt hv enough time
tat day, v din go bec 2 hostel, juz stayed in classroom 2 plan n practised
ltr then i slipped n fell on da ground seriously when i were practisin, i could'nt
response 2 nythg bt juz hold on my injured leg, i end up v my fingertip stretched
until 12am in da midnite, v came bec 2 hostel n i tk my bath after 18 hrs
since my 1st bath, i juz felt so comfortable after bathin~
my fren, ching siang helped me 2 massage my fingertip n i slept at abt 1.45 am
on 12th, our ujian began, i gt 3, 1, 4, 3, 1 mark separately 4 my 5 ujian kecergasan
5 marks will b da full mark
after tat, v went 4 2.4km runnin test, i completed da task in abt 18min
n i gt 2 mark 4 tat..v tk our lunch n bath in da noon, gather again
on 12.30 2 revise our gimrama, v went thru it mostly on theory n only a little practical
wat's scary came at laz, it's our turn 2 perform, v can made it quite neat n nice
surprisingly bt of course sum mistakes have made by me too~
i tat did nt happen, mayb i shall find myself more satisfaction..
anyway, all of these task hv ended, i shall hv a rest 2ml 4 v no nid 2 attend lecture
woohoo~i shall sleep until 11 perhaps?^^
(although 2ml my body will b more painful, 4 i alr feel it nw right bottom of my legs~)
these 2 days(11th & 12th october)will b a memorable day
on 11th, wk up early in da mornin at abt 7am i went 2 bath
then v move on 2 test on our komposisi tubuh badan
v measured our pinggul n perut then our height
after calculation, our gred appeared, i gt 5 marks 4 tis
then da tutor gv us 2 practise our next 5 ujian kecergasan
they r lompat jauh, duduk melunjur, lari ulang alik, pumpin n sit up
after a few practises v found tat sum parts of our body began 2 pain
then v found out tat our gimrama test possibly will b tested on da next day,
which is 12th..as our plan b4 were wrg, v nid 2 replan n redo..
v were so nervous tat v did nt hv enough time
tat day, v din go bec 2 hostel, juz stayed in classroom 2 plan n practised
ltr then i slipped n fell on da ground seriously when i were practisin, i could'nt
response 2 nythg bt juz hold on my injured leg, i end up v my fingertip stretched
until 12am in da midnite, v came bec 2 hostel n i tk my bath after 18 hrs
since my 1st bath, i juz felt so comfortable after bathin~
my fren, ching siang helped me 2 massage my fingertip n i slept at abt 1.45 am
on 12th, our ujian began, i gt 3, 1, 4, 3, 1 mark separately 4 my 5 ujian kecergasan
5 marks will b da full mark
after tat, v went 4 2.4km runnin test, i completed da task in abt 18min
n i gt 2 mark 4 tat..v tk our lunch n bath in da noon, gather again
on 12.30 2 revise our gimrama, v went thru it mostly on theory n only a little practical
wat's scary came at laz, it's our turn 2 perform, v can made it quite neat n nice
surprisingly bt of course sum mistakes have made by me too~
i tat did nt happen, mayb i shall find myself more satisfaction..
anyway, all of these task hv ended, i shall hv a rest 2ml 4 v no nid 2 attend lecture
woohoo~i shall sleep until 11 perhaps?^^
(although 2ml my body will b more painful, 4 i alr feel it nw right bottom of my legs~)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
MUET & TEST
wow,yeah..
alr tested my muet speakin test on 6th october..
in task A i juz spoke 4 1 & a half min
da panel told me:"u still hv time"
sweat bt i cant thk out anythg tat time..
anyway,am a bit relief nw..
plus my assignments hv hand in all as well..
bt then, when i came bec fr muet test
suddenly heard of v r goin 2 b tested in gimrama next tuesday~
v gt a team consist of 10 ppl
v r goin 2 build tie3 luo2 han4
bt luckily am nt among da luo2 han4
tis make my cant go bec le lo tis week end
coz v nid 2 practise our gimrama
next week gt 2.4km runnin test as well
4 v nid 2 fulfil da task in juz 15 min..
these r among da practical test
start fr 7th of nov, several exam r followin
includin da other 3 papers muet test
n my institut exam bc,kajian sosial n pend.jasmani test..
sad sad, da 1 i worry da most is bc coz it's vy complicated..
sad sad, cant go bec 2day, previously i went bec evyweek d mie..
ok le la, ltr gt gimrama practice le..byebye^^
alr tested my muet speakin test on 6th october..
in task A i juz spoke 4 1 & a half min
da panel told me:"u still hv time"
sweat bt i cant thk out anythg tat time..
anyway,am a bit relief nw..
plus my assignments hv hand in all as well..
bt then, when i came bec fr muet test
suddenly heard of v r goin 2 b tested in gimrama next tuesday~
v gt a team consist of 10 ppl
v r goin 2 build tie3 luo2 han4
bt luckily am nt among da luo2 han4
tis make my cant go bec le lo tis week end
coz v nid 2 practise our gimrama
next week gt 2.4km runnin test as well
4 v nid 2 fulfil da task in juz 15 min..
these r among da practical test
start fr 7th of nov, several exam r followin
includin da other 3 papers muet test
n my institut exam bc,kajian sosial n pend.jasmani test..
sad sad, da 1 i worry da most is bc coz it's vy complicated..
sad sad, cant go bec 2day, previously i went bec evyweek d mie..
ok le la, ltr gt gimrama practice le..byebye^^
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