Desperate Soul

Desperate me, desperate..
yesterday evenin, da sky was dark
yesterday evenin, little rain fell
yesterday evenin, da atmosphere dimn'
yesterday evenin, am eatin alone in my room
yesterday evenin, i hv my mood badly~
i hate 2 eat alone in my room, eatin caterin rice
i felt lonely, i felt sad..fews time tis thg happened 2 me
& i hv promised myself nt 2 eat alone again..
however, thr's sum circumstances u dislike might happened..
when sum1 is in her bad mood, thkin of bad thgs
tis was yesterday me~i i i..
i had promised sum1 tat i wont tell any1 of them,
anythg nt goin smooth here..when i nid 2 speak 2 sum1 abt wat i thk..
i could'nt thk of sum1 hu can share..
when i nid 2 borrow sum1 shoulder, i gt no1 thr 4 me..
am feelin sooo desperately, am feelin sooo lonely
i found myself hardly 2 smile, even if, tat's sumthg i 1 2 cover..
i found myself hardly 2 speak, even if, tat's still sumthg deep in my heart..
i found myself hardly foster a real relationship v sum1 real..
tis's nt da way i 1, nt da condition i 1, nt sum1 i 1..none of them!
u will oways cry when sumthg sad happen,
bt when sumthg reali sad happen, u find yrself without tears
hu noe me? hu understand me? God noes~