TRUE ME

alr 3 weeks more i din update my blog
u noe, lazy n fake busy..
gotta exam on 19th may le..
started 2 study recently..
i find tat 2 b mature is hard
it's hard 2 grow up n am still thkin in da way like a kid
evybody is sure laughin at me if they noe tis
my hum is nt vy far away fr sp n i manage 2 go bec almoz evyweek
bt tis week i found i miss my hum juz within 1 day i'm in sp
laugh at me juz laugh at me,then i realise i'm sum1 hu's weak in emotion
hw abt da ppl tat stay far away fr hum, hw long they hv nvr bec 4 hum?
n hw's their feelin u tis funny kid..lol lol lol
juz tat nite i reached sp, i cant fall into sleep due 2 interruption
n i began 2 thk many years bec when i'm still a child
my parents din reali hv time 2 acc me..i'm alone v no attention..
no1 seem 2 understand my need, i need luv..
i rmbr i oways shoutin n cryin bt instead of care, i'm received scoldin..
mayb tat's y i chg..i joined frens 2 buli others in sch , nt tat serious type..
n went out 2 play evy evenin..i catched fishes, threaten da cats n cooked da snails!
i cycled evywhr..when i accidentally hurt my mum, i'm chased v a rotan!
i ran evywhr in da house, escape fr bein beaten n most of da time i end up
lockin myself in da rum and even toilet..owh..wonderful memory..
i'll cum out juz after i heard no noices fr outside..among 3 siblings,
i'm proud 2 say tat i'm da one hu received rotan da most in house n sch..
ahaha..tat's interestin..hw empty my heart was tat time..
then, juz b4 i study at secondary sch, i dcd 2 chg.. i wanna b sum1 hu's lovable..
n chg into an obedient gal..tat's wat i'm nw bt still v a little bit naughtyness^^