I DUN BELIEVE

too many thgs have happened recently
mayb it's my fault
it happened juz after i work
i dun believe
i oways dun believe
i dun believe tat u din even thk of me when u wrote tis
i dun thk tat u din even feel a single reluctant 4 me
tat day, my heart shattered
da next day, i cut my finger
n i smashed on it twice
da followin days after tis i oways 4gt 2 return change 2 ppl
my finger pain, bt my heart is more pain
if my finger pain can reduce my heart pain
it's worth, i oways thk so
i may nt noe wat's da endin
4 i shall wait, wait until u cum bec
then i'll noe, hu r u actually

Many First Time

tis hols..
as i promise myself..
dun1 2 waste time sittin at hum..
try my best do anythg tat i may regret if i donot do it nw
juz bcoz am nw 18!
so am startin 2 work fr 2ml in digitalbay(my 1st time)
so am tellin my mum sumthg i nvr share v her b4(my 1st time)
so am sendin an e-mail 2 look 4 sumthg i interested in
even tough it's hard bt sumhow i hv tried n i will nvr ever
feel sori 4 myself or regret in da future - i look 4ward 2 advertise!
my dad r drivin down 2 kl v us, tis's his 1st time bcoz he didn't familiar
v da road thr n hence he dare nt 2..
time seems 2 past faster n faster when v grow bigger n bigger
when v grow bigger n bigger time seems 2 past faster n faster
(sulin's proverb@copyright reserved)
haha~tis is wat i discover..hope u all agree v me n may it remind u sumthg
hapi hols evybody!^^

Goodbye Exam, Welcum Hols

woohoo~
it's a hapi day~
am nw in my hum
i can stay in it 4 1 & a half mth
n i hv finished my exam
hw shall i spend my hols meaninfully?
let me plan- acc family mbrs
- gather v frens
- shoppin
- sleepin
- work if possible
tat's juz wat i can thk of ^^

Exam

Aiyaya~
so lazy 2 update my bolg leh..
bt no idea i hv 2..
juz have my test tis afternoon, bc paper1..
i din aim 4 high, hope 2 pass ok le..
coz if fail many probs will cum
haha..next week i gt 3 paper 2 test continuously..
after tat "irritatin" test i can go hum 4 1 & a half month le..
so hapi~i shall go play, go eat, go sleep~
most important of all-gather v my frens,haha..
waitin 4 tat..

Desperate Soul

Desperate me, desperate..
yesterday evenin, da sky was dark
yesterday evenin, little rain fell
yesterday evenin, da atmosphere dimn'
yesterday evenin, am eatin alone in my room
yesterday evenin, i hv my mood badly~
i hate 2 eat alone in my room, eatin caterin rice
i felt lonely, i felt sad..fews time tis thg happened 2 me
& i hv promised myself nt 2 eat alone again..
however, thr's sum circumstances u dislike might happened..
when sum1 is in her bad mood, thkin of bad thgs
tis was yesterday me~i i i..
i had promised sum1 tat i wont tell any1 of them,
anythg nt goin smooth here..when i nid 2 speak 2 sum1 abt wat i thk..
i could'nt thk of sum1 hu can share..
when i nid 2 borrow sum1 shoulder, i gt no1 thr 4 me..
am feelin sooo desperately, am feelin sooo lonely
i found myself hardly 2 smile, even if, tat's sumthg i 1 2 cover..
i found myself hardly 2 speak, even if, tat's still sumthg deep in my heart..
i found myself hardly foster a real relationship v sum1 real..
tis's nt da way i 1, nt da condition i 1, nt sum1 i 1..none of them!
u will oways cry when sumthg sad happen,
bt when sumthg reali sad happen, u find yrself without tears
hu noe me? hu understand me? God noes~

3 IN 1

1st of all, my institut hv a "xie shi yan" on tis tuesday whr evy chinese
r invited 2 attend.. evy1 was wearin so nice n pretty especially my classmates..
hehe.. 5 of us,includin me ate "su4 shi2".. then 3 pairs our class mbrs performed
a simple & harmony dance~ v hv taken our video & many others photo..
to view, pls refer 2 my facebook whr my frenz tag me as am vy lazy 2 upload photo,u noe..
da nite few days b4, am stung by stupiak mosquitoes again 4 whole nite..
i cant slept properly 4 i wk up almoz evy hrs scratchin 4 itchyness..
2day am bec 2 hum again, i heard sum ppl said tat hu ever go hum oways
cant grow up 2 b mature, hu care? hehe..
my tests r cumin, muet n institut tests.. i tot i mentioned b4..
huhu, hope tat i able 2 b hardworkin 2 study la..
dunno y i feel weird am typin tis?do u sense sumthg wrg?

SCARY UJIAN AMALI

huhu haha
these 2 days(11th & 12th october)will b a memorable day
on 11th, wk up early in da mornin at abt 7am i went 2 bath
then v move on 2 test on our komposisi tubuh badan
v measured our pinggul n perut then our height
after calculation, our gred appeared, i gt 5 marks 4 tis
then da tutor gv us 2 practise our next 5 ujian kecergasan
they r lompat jauh, duduk melunjur, lari ulang alik, pumpin n sit up
after a few practises v found tat sum parts of our body began 2 pain
then v found out tat our gimrama test possibly will b tested on da next day,
which is 12th..as our plan b4 were wrg, v nid 2 replan n redo..
v were so nervous tat v did nt hv enough time
tat day, v din go bec 2 hostel, juz stayed in classroom 2 plan n practised
ltr then i slipped n fell on da ground seriously when i were practisin, i could'nt
response 2 nythg bt juz hold on my injured leg, i end up v my fingertip stretched
until 12am in da midnite, v came bec 2 hostel n i tk my bath after 18 hrs
since my 1st bath, i juz felt so comfortable after bathin~
my fren, ching siang helped me 2 massage my fingertip n i slept at abt 1.45 am
on 12th, our ujian began, i gt 3, 1, 4, 3, 1 mark separately 4 my 5 ujian kecergasan
5 marks will b da full mark
after tat, v went 4 2.4km runnin test, i completed da task in abt 18min
n i gt 2 mark 4 tat..v tk our lunch n bath in da noon, gather again
on 12.30 2 revise our gimrama, v went thru it mostly on theory n only a little practical
wat's scary came at laz, it's our turn 2 perform, v can made it quite neat n nice
surprisingly bt of course sum mistakes have made by me too~
i tat did nt happen, mayb i shall find myself more satisfaction..
anyway, all of these task hv ended, i shall hv a rest 2ml 4 v no nid 2 attend lecture
woohoo~i shall sleep until 11 perhaps?^^
(although 2ml my body will b more painful, 4 i alr feel it nw right bottom of my legs~)