灵感来时无法挡

做人平凡就好，因为你不知道人家会贪图你的什么。

长相平凡的人更容易找到真爱，只凭外表就喜欢人的人不懂真爱。

只注重外表的人肤浅，不成熟。

外在是短暂的，内涵是永久的。

只有喜欢一个人的内涵，爱情才会永久。

朋友分表面朋友和深交朋友，表面朋友可以很多但深交的朋友只有那几个。

你们的无情成就我的坚强。

在现实社会里，许多人都麻木不仁得可悲。

行为幼稚不代表思想幼稚。

家里永远是最好的避风港，家人永远是最好的依靠。

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i vy lazy 2 write blog..
i scare i'll abondone it soon~
haha XD
2ml go xie shi yuan lo..
2 more weeks exam lo..
bt still no mood n lazy 2 study..
dunno can fin study in time nt??hmm..
juz bought barbie color lens tis fri..brown d..
1st time wear color lens wo..dunno hw it looks?
haha..hope will b comfort while wearin la..
if nt dry dry jiu nt gud le..
nw am waitin 4 lunch fr my rummate
n lesson on 2pm-5pm..
i dun like afternoon class d lo..coz vy hot n sleepy..
nt like u guys, my sch hv no air-con..wuwu~
bt wat i can expect wo?juz like tat lo..
i hope year end hols will cum faster..
i wanna go play around, meet v frens..
i wanna learn sum thgs too =)
hope i can spend it meaninfully & hv a little rest in between..
regards, evy1~~~

After School Reopen

fuiyoh!!!~~~
mths i din update my blog le..
kinda lazy 2 update..hahaz..
bt finally nw am writtin a new 1 =)
hw's u guys?i bcum lazier n lazier le..
oways watch movie & on9 only..
din exercise 4 1 mth more le..
laz time i was kinda hardworkin 2 exercise d..
i will go 4 joggin or badminton bt nw..i trap myself in my rum
sleepin, watchin movie or on9..leadin a simple life..
i guess am turnin into an indoor gal le..haiz..
i noe it's nt gud bt once u bcum lazy it's hard 4 u 2 turn bec hardworkin d..
recently is da period of coursework lo..v hv 2 BC assignments n 1 kajian sosial assignment..
juz cum bec fr cameron laz weekend dated 5th-7th ogos..
quite fun at thr..felt tat i'm exposed^^laz time i went 2 cameron is when i'm form2..
tat time i went v my sis v christian society..quite dissapointed 2 find out tat
cameron is nolonger cold..t.t..laz time i rmbr i felt vy cold d bt nw i even no nid 2 wear jacket!
juz a pant n shirt will do..i guess it's nt da correct mth 2 feel cold ba..
mayb da other mth will b colder =) v went 4 research d bt playin is more than doin research..
aha~my sis juz bec fr england fortnite ago..she bought us lots of thgs..
she bought me jersey^^i'm lovin it~
anyway,juz hope thursday will cum faster so tat i can bec 2 c my family again especially my sis
coz haven reali talk 2 her as these few weeks hv class replcment so cant go bec..t.t
hehe..oso hope sept will reach faster so tat i can gather v bi n ying =)

My Holidays Stage 2

wow wow..so faz so faz!!1 week has passed so faz..
i still rmbr when i was typin 1st stage of my hols bt nw am writin da 2nd stage alr..
as u may noe i went 2 bali 4 5 days..act only 3 days coz 2 days is used 4 travellin which include to and fro..da day 14th june when i arrived at bali alr 7sumthg in da evenin..da tourist guide brought us 2 hv our dinner at beach..it's nite time n da whole beach is fully arranged v tables n chairs which a lighted candle is placed on da centre of table..imagine da whole beach is lighted v candles and a livin band is performin fr table 2 table..so romantic!though da food look gud bt it will dissapoint u bcoz it din taste gud..i juz hv a taste on evy single dish n da dish look as new as it 1st came..v check in into Harris Riverview hotel which its theme is orange color v Dino as its symbolic..15th :next day mornin v went 2 watch a dance call wat badong d i 4gt alr..its music is so loud n i cant understand da story too..da next station is batik gallery..da batik thr is vy exp so i din buy..v moved 2 a temple which Hindu blif tat thr gt holy water..da tourist guide called us 2 wash our face v da water so tat v can bcum prettier bt i juz simply apply on my face..Oops!
da cumin station is spa centre..i deeped myself into a vy hot pool follow by a cold pool..then v were heated inside a sauna room whr i felt soo hot!v were guided 2 food reflexology plc n our foot is washed n cleaned..then me n my mum went inside a room n v were requested 2 tk off our clothes, lay on da bed n a series of massage,srucbin is served..da laz step is couple bath which me n my mum deep in a bath pool v petals n enjoy ginger tea..da next day we visited 3 temples includin Tit considered located in da sea bt u still can walk 2 da temple when it's low tide..i shop a lot thr!!!n i felt not enuf time..i bought many thgs tat day in 2 temples fr hat to shirts, dress 2 pants, shoes 2 souvenir etc..then v hv our dinner on da beach 2 c sunset un4tunately da sunset tat day is not nice..on 17th, v went 2 beach..beach is da reason y Bali is so attractive..thr hv many kinds of water activities which sum m'sia dun hv such as Fly Fish..after tat v sat boat 2 turtle island whr i capture a lot of pic v turtle,bat,big bird n sea eagle..so brave!then v went 2 monkey temple whr da monkey thr tear my dress n i shouted so loud..omg..bt da scenary thr is reali awesome..our dinner tat day was indonesian food..then me, mum n her frens went shoppin at da stalls bside road until 9.30pm..v get bec on 18th in noon..say bye bye 2 Bali..
after da day i gt bec i went out v my gang again..v r Marketing Unit!!lols..v went 2 stay at cy'condo in penang n sing k at his hum..juz gt bec 2day..so tired..1 week i din hv enuf sleep alr..owh~shall sleep tight 2 nite^^

My Holidays Stage 1

on 3th june,straight at 12.30pm,me,ching siang,amy,shu ting n chi man
departed fr our campus 2 sp bus station..v go 2 butterworth terminal..
me,ching siang n amy sat da bus down 2 sitiawan..v go out at taiping tol n turn right
into an oil palm estate area..da roads r nt smooth..da bus keep turnin right left right most of da time..it took us 3 hrs fr butterworth 2 sitiawan..v reached sitiawan at 5pm..
cs's sis fetch us bec 2 put our luggage then v went 4 afternoon market..bought 2 cutie n 1 t-shirt thr..at nite v went the store plaza..da next day cs drove us 2 draw mani fr bank..then v went 2 buy sum sitiawan famous biscuits..v went 2 a clothes shop named LuckyGrass..da clothes thr is nice n i bought 1 sailor t-shirt cost rm23.90..on da halfway while cs was driven, ying kai suddenly appeared bhind us..he brought us 2 lumut in evenin..thr's park n seas..at nite, ying kai brought us 2 c "lan yan lei" at teluk batik..cs called her fren kar ping v a gal fren 2 go as well..
on 5th june, i went hum 2 bm at 2pm..on 7th june, me,yc,chun ee n juin how went 2 psr mlm..
v bought many thgs 2 eat at jh's house..v chit chat a bit..da next day, yc tk me 2 bm jusco..
v went shoppin..i bought sum thgs fr sasa tat cost bout rm40 n a bag tat cost rm28..
on 8th, v went hikin..after hikin..suddenly v dcd 2 eat at mathattan's fish market..oh..
v share 1 big set 4 2 person 1 and add on 2 bowl of rice..tis cost us rm16 per person..
then i cant resist my shophaholic prob le..i pull them 2 go flee market v me..i bought 1 ribbon hair band 4 rm10..on 10th, i went swimmin v chun ee..so shy aa..stadium thr cant wear t-shirt d..muz wear swim suits..so shame..my 1st time..i quickly jump into da pool..lol
thr gt a lot of boys..seldom gt gals..mostly young boys n adult man..i brg along float v me
bt juz i realise tat nobody brg except kids!!on 11th june, i went 2 perm my hair..at 1st 1 wanna perm curl inside d hair bt extension dun hv tat kind of perm..maxstyle thr they charged me rm220..plus most boys say straight 1 prettier n i dun hv xin li zun bei 2 perm
curl so i choose 2 perm straight lo..oso nt cheap..rm175..i perm 4 whole afternoon..
12th june..b4 tis day i alr spent 4 rm500..guess wat i did 2day?i bought new phone..
my previous hp siao siao le n camera nt nice so i made decision 2 buy lo..
chun ee recommend me c510 coz his gf is usin..i realise nt bad so buy tat model lo..
many ppl is usin too d..another rm500 4 tis phone..hv spent bout rm1000 in my 1st stage of hols..14th monday gotta go Bali 4 5 days le..tis gonna b my 2nd stage of hols..will share v u all..
i hope i no nid spend much..vy poor nw..haiz..

June Holidays Count Down

huuyeah!
2day is 31th of may..
1 mth n more since i laz updated my blog..
noe y?bcoz write blog nid 2 b hardworkin d bt i'm nt..
bt nw i vy free la..hv juz finished my exam on 27th of may..
nw i'm sittin on da chair, facin my com, writin my blog in my hostel..
da weather out thr is nt so gud..i can hear da sound of thunder n da sky is darken..
do u like rainin?i'll tell u tat i hate rainin bt if only thr's too hot i'll welcum da rain 2 fall..
rain usually make my mood down..n i cant go out anywhr if thr's a rain..
especially da rain follow v thunder is da scariest 1..evytime i c da lightnin i'll afraid..
haha..timid nia..i was once tot i was a tough gal,bt da truth is i ain't nothg..
juz posted tis 1 on my fb..yet i repeat it here..coz tis's my feelin rite nw..
when i was small i'm a brave gal..nt a reali brave 1..juz tat i like 2 try my best 2 b brave..
i like 2 pretend brave 2 overcome my timidness..i'm stubborn, disobedience..
n tat r da characteristics of a brave gal should b..so i'm a bold gal in evy1's eyes..
however,as i grow bigger,my boldness becum weaker..my toughness decreases..
i found tat when am studyin alone outside..u'll discover many thgs when u studyin outside,
away fr hum..unexpectedly,i bcum a gal hu often afraid of bein lonely..
laz time i tot myself is a cold gal n tis was told by others too..
i thk i can still live alone v no companion..
bt nw i found myself is act a gal hu afraid of loneliness..
4 days more 2 my hols..i'll hv my 3 weeks hol fr 3th jun-27th jun..
so pls feel free 2 date me out..
tis hols will b a meaninful 1 bcoz i'm plannin 2 go many plcs n 2 do many thgs
i'll go Bali v my mum n a fren's house in sitiawan, penang island etc..
v no missin of havin a gatherin v my frens..i hope they're all free n able 2 attend..
v my hols cumin nearer, i hv began 2 wori if it passes too faz..
juz welcum 4 da hols la..i'll hv another hols d..my hols will nvr end!

TRUE ME

alr 3 weeks more i din update my blog
u noe, lazy n fake busy..
gotta exam on 19th may le..
started 2 study recently..
i find tat 2 b mature is hard
it's hard 2 grow up n am still thkin in da way like a kid
evybody is sure laughin at me if they noe tis
my hum is nt vy far away fr sp n i manage 2 go bec almoz evyweek
bt tis week i found i miss my hum juz within 1 day i'm in sp
laugh at me juz laugh at me,then i realise i'm sum1 hu's weak in emotion
hw abt da ppl tat stay far away fr hum, hw long they hv nvr bec 4 hum?
n hw's their feelin u tis funny kid..lol lol lol
juz tat nite i reached sp, i cant fall into sleep due 2 interruption
n i began 2 thk many years bec when i'm still a child
my parents din reali hv time 2 acc me..i'm alone v no attention..
no1 seem 2 understand my need, i need luv..
i rmbr i oways shoutin n cryin bt instead of care, i'm received scoldin..
mayb tat's y i chg..i joined frens 2 buli others in sch , nt tat serious type..
n went out 2 play evy evenin..i catched fishes, threaten da cats n cooked da snails!
i cycled evywhr..when i accidentally hurt my mum, i'm chased v a rotan!
i ran evywhr in da house, escape fr bein beaten n most of da time i end up
lockin myself in da rum and even toilet..owh..wonderful memory..
i'll cum out juz after i heard no noices fr outside..among 3 siblings,
i'm proud 2 say tat i'm da one hu received rotan da most in house n sch..
ahaha..tat's interestin..hw empty my heart was tat time..
then, juz b4 i study at secondary sch, i dcd 2 chg.. i wanna b sum1 hu's lovable..
n chg into an obedient gal..tat's wat i'm nw bt still v a little bit naughtyness^^

These Two Weeks

continue fr laz laz post which i complain abt my poor hols
act tat day my dad did brg me went 2 penang la..
haha..4 of us went 2 gurney n hv a visit on inti kolej
v ask abt camera prob inside gurney plaza
abt inti kolej..it's far fr wat i thk it should b
a tot it's a big 1 v a campus however it's a small 1
without a campus..haha..
v departed at abt 5 pm n went bec 2 hum at abt 7pm..
oh it's only a short time i stayed at penang island..
only 2 hrs..nt worth at all..and v r rushin 2 go n rushin bec..
coz i'm goin bec 2 sp le mia..tat day i reached hostel at almoz 10pm..
packed my thgs n completed my assignments at almoz 2am..T.T
tat week i din hv enuf sleep!tis week too!bt tis cumin week
i thk should b much better coz all da projects hv alr handed in..
wat's left is only our bola baling competition..huhu..
gt 3 teams all 2geder..2 teams hv only 2 boys, includin mine..
da other team gt 4 boys!owh~it's allrite..shall fight 4 it..
dun scare dun scare..kakaz..
nw i'm vy borin la..nothg 2 do..so write a new post lo..
later my dad wanna tk me 2 penang again..
at pisa thr gt hum-decoration..he noes i interested in it..
so though he's so bz..he's nw havin meetin..whole afternoon nt at hum..
he still wanna tk me go bcoz he said if i 1 go he'll brg me go..
i scare he'll b tired after he came bec n lay on da bed straight away later..
then my hope will gone..anyway, juz noe tat he luv me..n i'm vy touched..

2nite

she's da 1 oways da 1st 1 2 ask me whether i hv reach hostel in saturday nite
i say yes,she'll cum 2 me in juz a moment..
2 ask fr me softcopy 4 assignments..
this hv happened so many times..
until i gt frust 2nite..
y r u doin so?
yeah u can ask 4 softcopy fr me sometimes bt nt oways!
nt like tis often..i dun like it..
lets hv a look on my life laz week
oh it's bad..i hv only a little sleep..
1 day at almoz 2am-6.30am..
da other 4 days abt 12.30-7am..
tat aint enuf 4 me..
hardly i went thru it..my assignments peak!
nw left 1 more week 2 free myself fr assignments!hooray~

我可怜的假期==

假期里我等了九天。。等你带我过槟城。。
爸，假期前我就告诉你了。。我想过槟城。。
你说好。。现在已经是第九天了。。
等下我就得回去宿舍了。。
你还在外面忙不停。。
每一天，我过得毫无意义。。
一天里半天我是在睡觉的。。
从晚上十二点睡到早上十一点。。
下午还包一个午觉。。剩下的时间就坐着，要不就上网。。
我不是一个喜欢上网的人，但是我太闷了，奈何？
在这第九天，我在想，待会儿我们会不会过槟城？
现在的你依然不在家。。休休。。再看吧！
我的老豆，我也不想你太劳累啊！
所以你如果没有时间的话。。我还是不会闹的。。

Check Out My Philosophy

~Life is too short for you to worry about small matter
~What if u fall down in a running race?don't worry,stand up,you still can be the champion.But how if you get the last?cheer up!You're still the champion count from the bottom. It's many ways for us to think in a particular thing, so things will be just like the way you think they are.
~Do you ever turn into a wrong direction?Be calm,there's always a U-turn for you if you're willing to.
~If u expect everything from others, change your mind now. Be the one who care for others first and what you want from others will come to you :)

I FIND THIS INTERESTING

for if you noe ur end target, just focus on it and go for it as u said, the temporary problems may be an obstacles for u

remember the end target, the end of the line

for everything that happens in ur life, there is a purpose for it, and it's been allowed by God to happen to mold u, to shape u, to build u up, and to nurture u

Chinese New Year 2010

i spent tis cny meaningfully
on chu xi, v cleaned our house like washin da floor
n i decorated a vase v flowers
tat mornin i went out v ying2 n wei pin 2 jusco too
on chu yi, i stayed at hum, eatin steamboat n sleep..
chu er, i went 2 da jiu house at pmtg pauh
on chu san, v went 2 eat at tambun.. oh those rare food~
then v visited my babysitter house at nibong tebal(oso my humtown)
she gave me n my sis a big angpao though she's nt rich..
she luv me so much, i luv her too..
at nite, marketin unit n me go countdown 4 chun ee's birthday..
he's so hapi, his house look like kek lok si..haha~
tat day i went bec at 1am..
on chu si, i went out again v marketin unit..
v went chuo ying's house 2 sing k 4 whole afternoon then
v have our dinner at boston, auto city..
v continue our gatherin at ker ting's house..i went bec at 10.45pm..
chu wu am goin 2 genting bt i nt yet pack 4 tat..
so i began 2 pack n manage 2 complete it at 12am..
i cant fell into sleep until 3am, i hv 2 wk up at 7am..
v departed at 9.30 n reached genting at 5pm due 2 havin our lunch at
gohtong jaya n sum traffic jam on da halfway..
v shopped tat nite n went 4 theme park da next day..
v played abt 6 games n played lots of fun fair tat nid tokens
i spent RM40 for tokens n only won a small bear..sad!
paik hong won 4 big bears v only RM140..he gv me n my sis
1 of da bear 4 guidin him 2 win 2 bears!
on chu qi, v came down at 11am n reached BM at 3.30pm..
i went bec 2 hostel at 8.40pm in sp n sch begin!

Memorial Chinese New Year

I'm sad n i'm angry!!!!!!!!!!!!
4 losing a juz finished typin new post!!
all of it talks abt my memorial CNY!!!!!!!!!
i spended 1 n a half hr 4 it!!
i'm reali sad nw!!

To Someone You Think You're So Good

2day actually i'm nt plannin 2 write blog
bt sum1 have made me feel soo angry juz nw..
tis fellow fitnah me without usin her brain
so i'm too nt goin 2 tolerate her
though she's a senior, though she have helped me
bt i juz cant accept sumthg she said,
accordin 2 her, i'm nt a valuable 1
i'm so cheap is sumthg cumin out fr her mouth
such a person i no nid 2 respect her!
tis's da 1st time i shouted :"siao!" 4 so loud in front of so many ppl
i dun care, i dun mind..
it felt burnin when i heard wat sshe said, i'm speechless
4 a while bcoz i'm so angry!!
my face darken n freezed, mayb i'm too emotional tat time
bt i'm nt regret..she dun respect me n i dun hv 2 respect her as well
i'm proud 4 myself..mayb in her eyes,
my impression hv changed..mayb..
bt i'm goin 2 let her noe tat pls use yr brain b4 u said sumthg!
pls make sure sumthg's reality b4 u said sumthg!
a word may b more hurtin than a sword
i'm nt goin 2 cry bcoz i'm nt a weak 1 anymore!

ROJAK POST

heyyo!
hw long since i laz updated my blog?Zzz..
coz sch's juz reopen 4 1mth..
it's sure tat evybody is bz preparin 4 it..
4 me, da 1st few days alr lots lots of humwork given..
so i'm nt so free..at da same time,sumthg serious botherin me..
i juz feel wanna collapse tat time..
luckily am feelin better nw though da prob is nt yet solved..
another thg stop me fr updatin my blog is i hardly can
connect to the internet here in my hostel..
whole blocks of ppl r usin celcom broadband..
nw,chinese new year is juz around da corner..
feelin so excited 2 go hum, still hv 8 more days 2 go..
however, am so afraid 4 cny 2 pass..
i nolonger hv hols then..nolonger can stay at hum..
am i vy pessimistic?i'm nt an optimistic 1..
hopin tis new year will b a happy 1..wanna meet my frens
hu's cumin bec fr their sch,kolej watever..
so PLS DUN 4GT 2 CALL ME 4 A GATHERIN~
lets hope tat evybody gt as many angpao as v can..yeah^^

To Change My Thinking

duh duh..
so lazy & busy 4 me 2 update my blog..
recently is bz 4 presentation preparation..
so many subjs nid 2 b prepared & most important is
i haven set up my mind 4 sch reopen after such a long time of sch hols..
gt sumthg creepin inside my mind these days, a bad 1..
it cause me 2 sleep so late evyday.
thkin of a solution, searchin 4 sum advices..
reali thanks to them hu hv lend me their ears &
givin valuable advices..
however, call hv been made 2day afternoon & i'm nt givin
a chance 2 re-choose coz am alr made a false decision
tat do not allow me 2 go bec..
i'll accept..bcoz tat's my decision..
it's nt too bad act, i shall chg my thkin..
gogo! yeah~